Bunnies no more :(

Well tonight saw the end of the Bunny Brigade /cry
Most members of the guild will never know the full extent as to what happend other than it was a big fall out between officers/gm's/irl friends.
I was the first to leave, I have had enough of people take advantage of me. Expecting me to have everything there for them on a plate and then having the cheek to tell me my healing is rubbish maybe i should stop slacking..... I was demoted in the guild too, which did hurt a bit, as I kidna helped quite alot to get the Bunnies where they were. but in the end its only a game to me so im not overly fussed.
I have now finally formed my own guild.... One which will be hopefully free of the idiotic and self-centred people WoW has become to be full of. It is something I have been threatening to do for a while, because how I see it, if you want something done, so it yourself. DO not expect others to understand your mind!
I know alot of people will want me to have big plans for this little guild, but for now, I just want to raid with nice people and have fun! I do want to progress and clear Ulduar 10 and 25 man, but I need to get a solid group of people here first whom I can rely on to turn up regularly for raids and be competent enough to bring food/flasks and be able to do their job in a raid situation (buffing etc)
Is this too much to ask of the current WoW community?
It was expected when I last spent my time 'hardcore' raiding, where did all the dedication go? I am afraid if this guild doesn't work out though, I will leave the server behind again as Karazhan although it will hold A LOT of very dear memories, has also been a time where I have been taken for a ride by many guys and the overall standard of players has dropped so much that it is very sad to see this. I have made some fantastic friends on this server though, so I really do not want to leave, maybe being a GM will change me for the better, as I was told again tonight that I a m 'Too Nice'!!! Maybe I should show a harsher/more shrewd side of myself... Thing is, how I act in game is the same as IRL, i love to help people, making people happy gives me a small kick!

Well this blog will now be changing, I will be posting of my new challenges of being a GM, rather than just of whats what in a raid. This whole thing has disheartened me quite a lot, but what did lift me up was how many people wanted to come with me! I am honoured to have made such friends who value me as a equal, not just a sexy voice on vent (although I know that helps lure people to me :P) Being a female in WoW is not that easy... people either treat you as a 'lesser player' because girls dont play computer games... Or try and worship the ground you stand on, giving you whatever you want in game....
I do not want either of these... I ONLY want to raid, play the game and have fun with people, get to know them and if they allow me, to know about them IRL cause I am a bit nosey and am intrigued about other cultures. Most of all I just want to be treated as an equal, part of the team, nothing special. Hopefully people will see this and tell me if im doing stuff wrong, I dont mind really :D

There we go, my little sexism in WoW talk over and done with!
Here's to a new era!

And now, for me?
To sleep; perchance to dream... It is way beyond my bedtime again >.<
Sweet dreams all xx